Still Waiting (for Skipper)
Our Stargazing checklist: a preteen Prince courtesy of news journo Matt Liddy, the power of curiosity, and the hidden potential in everyone
ββCause Iβm so alone/And brokenhearted/It ainβt like my life is ended/But more like it never started.β
βPrince, βStill Waiting,β from his eponymous second LP
Stargazingβas I know itβshould definitely stun you.
Yup, thatβs the word.
Floor you. Leave you with Eyes. Wide. Open.
Youβre gobsmacked and say to yourself, βHoly crap, thatβs wonderfulββ and then you dissolve into tears, memory, and well, song.
Then more tears, some laughter, more songs, and β¦ I think you get the picture.
I felt many things when I saw the WCCO-TV spot on the 1970s Prince video: Wonder, awe, more curiosity, questions bubbling upβit was amazing.
Which, for me, is love.
On a personal note, our family first motored into Minnesota late winter of 1970-71, so the footage predates my being here, but I oddly felt a part of it. As Matthew Liddy, production manager at WCCO, the CBS affiliate in Minneapolis put it: βI donβt know why this is cool, but it is!β
I couldnβt agree more.
And it got me thinking about how curiosity has transformed my life, so I had to reach out to Matt to get his take on this and everything related to it.
We spoke on Saturday, April 9, 2022, and the interview that follows was edited for length and clarity.
Michael Maupin: Thanks for taking the time to chat, Matt. Did you have a lot of footage to go through on the teachersβ strike? That was your goal, but you found something else, right?
Matt Liddy: Absolutely. We ended up with something vastly different and much, much better, but it started really with ways to beef up our coverage of the current educator strike in Minneapolis, which was about to begin. This was late February. The assistant news director, Patrick Armijo, said we should check to see if we had footage from the 1970 teachersβ strike. He found out that, yes, we did have film, and then he asked to get some digitized so we could use it. It took about a week between trying to get a projector that could work to set it up in the basement of βCCO to feed the film through the reel and get it digitized β¦ we donβt usually take film and digitize it. In the 20 years I've been [at WCCO], including this film, weβve probably gotten film three times. So thereβs a hundred different things that had to happen for this to get out in the world right now, and one of them was just the oddity of us going that far back.
MM: Wow.
ML: I was not a part of that story. I was not gonna be writing it; I was not gonna be producing it, and I was definitely not the reporter for it. But I was just curious, you know, about what would be on the film. I wanted to see buildings I may have known because I grew up in Minneapolis. So I scrubbed through the video β¦ I was killing a little time, I guess, and 11 minutes into the 13 minutes of film was when I saw Prince. If I had been taking a sip of coffee or if I had not been looking at the screen at that moment, who knows, because he was only on the screen for less than 30 secondsβ¦
MM: Yeah.
ML: But when the camera zoomed in on him and he immediately looked familiar, I was, okay, that looks like Prince. I would pause it and see a few of the shots where itβs the side eye β¦and Iβm like, βMan, that is exactly like an adult Prince.β I said, βI think this is Prince and itβs gonna be huge if it really is.β So we started the process of confirming.
MM: Curiosity comes, I think, when youβre looking at this from a completely relaxed state. You wanted to see these buildings in the 1970s and whatever, and curiosity tends to lead down diverging paths. Like you said, you could have been picking up a coffee cupβand missed that entirely. So you obviously followed the lead and then you guys knew you had to verify, right?
ML: Yeah. We definitely wanted to verify and we wanted to be careful with it. You know, I think one of the best parts about this is we wereβas a teamβvery deliberate from the get-go β¦ we didnβt want to just throw it out there. And that also led us to be fairly slow. It took us then from actually seeing it about five weeks before we put it on the air, because itβyou know, it wasnβt super important. Itβs very cool, but itβs not breaking news. And so we reached out to people who we thought might know people who grew up with Prince. We just kind of let it take its course and we werenβt getting any good answers. And when the curiosity turned into what you saw on television, [we had to ask ourselves] if we havenβt found anything at this point, what should we do to make this a story? Because we know itβs cool and now itβs gonna be a big deal. And so as a management team, we decided what weβre gonna do is give the story to reporter Jeff Wagner and photographer Joe Berglove, and the story will be their process. The story will be the process of trying to confirm that itβs him.
MM: Wonderful.
ML: And yet, if we donβt get anything, if they find outβif they donβt know who it is, thatβs the story, and weβll still put it out there and then weβll feel at least good that we did our due diligence as a news organization. β¦What ended up happening was just a remarkable story of discovery, you know. And my initial discovery followed by a historian who became emotional looking at it followed by the best part, which was Terrance Jackson, who, you know, grew up with Prince and played in his first band, and immediately said, βThatβs Skipper!β [Princeβs childhood nickname] and even [identified] the other kids in the video. That journey doing the story made it so much better than it wouldβve been initially had we just said, βLook at this cool 20-second clip β¦ what do you think?β
MM: Yeah, Matt, that was the coreβwhat your reporter and photographer came up with in that Terrance Jackson interview.
ML: Yeah.
MM: It translates to the audience as emotion. For a lot of people, I think what moved us is, yes, that is somebody we recognize. And if weβre looking into our own pasts and we get curious about our own upbringing and how we became who we are or could be, then it really did matter because the audience says to themselves, βGod, there are probably early videos of me! What would I have said? What did I hope to become?β And here, weβre looking at Prince still waiting to write his song βStill Waitingβ nine years later. Itβs amazing. Itβs almost a miracle. β¦but I think itβs a miracle thatβs open to a lot of people, something that I think we can include in our own lives.
So, how do you define curiosity, personally or in your career? When you run into people who are incurious or have a disinclination to investigate things, why do you suppose we do that, or what have you done in the past to improve on that?
ML: For me, curiosity is really caring about whatβs going on around you in the world. It can be really about anything, you know. It just so happens that Iβm very curious about music and music history and how songs came to be, where they were recorded and how they were recorded, and those kind of things. So I have a passion for music history, but other people might have a passion for art history or literature or anything like that. And it starts with just wondering about, and wanting to know, the process and wanting to know how things work. Obviously, as a journalist whoβs worked in news for 20 years, thatβs kind of a perfect job for a curious mind. If everyoneβs curious, the world [would] be a better place.
Iβve always been someone who liked to read the newspaper every morning and get as much information about whatβs going on in the world as I could. Sometimes we get lazy andβI donβt know if lazy is the right word, nonchalant might be the right wordβI donβt necessarily need to weigh my mind down with a burden of these other 10 things, you know, so Iβm not gonna be curious about that, Iβm just gonna let other people be curious about that. So I do think thereβs a value and you donβt have to know everything.
MM: Yeah.
ML: But when you identify something in your life that youβre passionate about, that you really like, and then really follow it up, you know, [ask yourself] βWhy is it that I love this song? Why is it that I love this book? Why is it that this movie touches me?β And I think the wayβat least the way my mind works, I get much more out of trying to decipher that than I might actually get out of a piece of art itself, you know? So if Iβm listening to a song, I know that the song was recorded here and that the musicians were doing this and that they stopped 10 times because so-and-so was laughing orβyou know, I love that kind of stuff.
MM: Prior to finding this, did you ever have a similar find? Did you have something that kinda left you, βOh, man, this is great!β Iβm just curious if you had anything comparable to this Prince experience.
ML: Well, I havenβt had anything, you know, like this, and I donβt think I will. [laughs] Itβs such a unique, insane stroke of luck that I really donβt think that will ever happen to me again, and it definitely did not happen to me before. But of course, you stumble across things, looking at old picturesβeven, you know, silly Facebook memories that pop up [from] 10 years ago now are cool to see. It brings you back to a place which I think, as you talked about this a little bit earlier, is for those of us who grew up without social media, you know, if we saw ourselves talking to a reporter, it would be fascinating because βour best friendβs talking to the kids we grew up with talking to a reporter.β [But] itβs fascinating to see what you looked like or what anybody looked like 30 years ago, 40 years ago, 50 years ago, whatever it is, and to think what that person then turned into, whether itβs Prince or whether itβs youβthat, to me, is fascinating. And you can get that in any photo album that you own, you know, just start looking at that and go back and try and place where the picture was and what you were doing and what you were thinking and what your parents were thinking and what they were like at that time, those kind of things. Everybody has the chance of walking that path of discovery from the past, and thatβs why history is so cool and why I think this video is so cool and much, much more than the 17 seconds that [Prince is] talking.
MM: Yeah. Iβm gonna wrap it up with something that we both were moved by: Zaheer Aliβs take in the New York Times: βThat little boy is standing there and maybe thinking this is the most famous he would ever be talking to that reporter and think about all the potential he had bottled up inside of himβ¦β
ML: βYeah. Gives me chills.
MM: β¦it gives you the chills.
ML: That one gives me chills.
MM: When I saw the Prince clip, it seemed marvelously eerieβsupernatural evenβsomething I suspect that Prince himself wouldβve loved. Like he had made this decisive reappearance; it was so Prince-like: βHey, check me out! Iβm 11 years old!β Did you get a feeling similar to that, orβ
ML: βI really did! It is so strange that itβs Prince, since Prince and I share a birthday, weβre both born on June 7, like, there was some weird stuff going on here. And, yeah, how do all [these] things happen: that I find this video, that the video exists in the first place, that we recognize who he is and we do the work and then throw it out there. I typically do not, you know, believe in supernatural-type things, but I was talking to my friend the other night about it, I was like βthere is something more going on here,β and at least I feel it.
That Zaheer Ali quote is the crux of the whole thing for me. Itβs every kid, every person has something inside that we donβt know what it is at that point, and, you know? What was in his head at that time? Was his favorite color purple at that point? What did he listen to when he went home that night? What kind of music was he listening to that week? You know, itβs just remarkable to think that [Prince], just like Ali saidβhe probably went home and told his mom he was interviewed and he might be on the news tonight. And thatβs the coolest thing thatβs happened to him at that point. And seven years later, heβs an international superstar, itβs for eight yearsβyou know, itβs crazy.
MM: Yeah, yeah. Heβs still waitingβ
ML: βI still am.
MM: I think maybe weβre all still waiting. But I want to thank you, Matt. This is a marvelous story. Our take here is less about fame and more about potential.
ML: Yeah.
MM: Hopefully it inspires people to get into their own archives, see what theyβve got down there, and pull something up because they just might find a gem.
ML: Absolutely, one hundred percent. So appreciate talking to you; itβs been really fun.
Amazing interview Michael. Discovering that clip was the highlight of my year. I immediately burst into tears when I saw it for the exact reasons pointed out in this discussion. It was a tiny gift from the beyond.
In 2013, a year after my mother died, while I was still wading through boxes of photos, paperwork and correspondence, I brought our home movies to the Chicago Film Archives to be digitized. And I had a similar βPrince-likeβ reaction to a movie of my dad as a very young man. There were the familiar mannerisms that brought him back to life (so full of life!) for a few moments. And I thought about how much he had yet to experience. It was exquisitely heartbreaking. Here is a link to the clip. Not sure if it works but if you can see it, my father is the young man with the brown hair.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UFRu3dgImW8